it's getting late at night
still have for FYP meeting tomorrow
but i just can't close my eyes
and fall asleep
lots of stuff was in my head

i made a decision today
something i feel proud of
and believe i will not regret
i decided to forgive
to let go of the past
and learn to trust once again
i have blamed, complained and cried
now it's time for me to let go

disturbed Joachim again today
like whats new
maybe i went a little over board
but his message really touched me
"i know in this short time
you've been there for me.
i'm grateful" - Joachim Tan
that moment, i was lost of words
but i have to admit
it felt really good to be appreciated

oh and Joell
please stop saying that you are stupid
cause you are not
just abit slow, thats all

something's telling me to write this down
kinda look like Joachim after a long day...




Location d'Espoir -
when life is hard
payday is still so far away
and when the salary comes
is not enough
there is only one thing to do
RELAX

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
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