nothing stopped
the world does not pause
life goes on as usual
stuck in a routine cycle

i'm on leave for 3 days
away from work
having a good rest and
clearing my mind from things
i guess that's all i have
certainly hope that's all i need though
doing my best to live by each day with a smile
that would have been wad my uncle would have wanted for me

it's 6am in the morning
a start to a brand new morning
as the sun is slowly waking up
i'm sitting in front of my computer
taking things lightly
finally some time alone

slept every early yesterday
needed a good rest.. badly
especially after the route march
first ever in the 29 years
my battalion decided to host a route march
to build family spirit they say
i'm just happy we had fun singing along the way
a familiar feeling i thought was long lost after bmt



BIG City Life!!!
learning to stand up on my own again

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
6:03 AM

he's always lurking around us...
091109 he took someone dear away from me

Micheal Yong
Godfather before Uncle
a wise man & a wonderful person
always with kind words & thoughts
led a simple fruitful life
caring & sharing for the people around him

he shall always be remembered...



BIG City Life!!!
walking up the stairway to heaven...

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
8:44 PM

weekends always come and go in a blink of an eye
even back when i was in bmt and
now the same after i got posted out

this week was my first official guard duty experience
it wasn't a really fantastic experience
considering the amount of land i had to cover on foot
not to mention that i'm doing it in the wee hours of the day
still it was a memorable experience
and it also means i'm one less guard duty away from ord haha
guess i'm abit too early for this but still... who cares?!

i couldn't help but went into deep thoughts...
many many times this week
this is the first time i'm having some troubles communicating with pple at work
i can't seem to get my upper study to go into a more friendly state
other then his usual working mood when he explains something impt to me
i'm a person that hates to be left aside alone when there are things to be done
and thats what is happening to me
all i can do is to stand aside in deep thoughts
and watch my upper study go into his working mood
running around the office, getting things done...
"dun worry i'll do it.. you sit down relax first" he'll say
i really hope i'll find a way out soon



BIG City Life!!!
Q: what did the gangster's son told his dad when he failed his exams?
A: dad, they questioned me for 3 hours.. but i told them nothing :)

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
3:57 PM