schools turn out to be less than much of a chore today
perhaps the sky's brighter and
the birds are starting to sing louder
or maybe it's my imagination running wild

optimistic is the word for the day
just happen to decide not to feel down today
it's time i get back on my foot
i'm in control today, well any day

'don't complain, they are for losers'
stumbled upon this msn nick
a coincidence or a hint from above?

miss my 1 hour nap at the club room
shall do it again some time soon
now that i'm awake, it's more work
and more meetings at school

'shhh... no complains'
for i'm really having fun



Location d'Espoir -
there's no i in the word team
but there's a me in it
if you jumble the alphabets about

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
3:55 PM

the words are at the edge of my mouth
as the thought manifests into strings of words
another voice was heard in the background
softly but clearly
‘shhh... no complains’

it’s indeed been a tiring yet fulfilling day
finally it was time to face the challenge
the last stage of preparation i should say
it’s now or never, a do or die situation

school was as per normal
i guess one can just describe it as being unchanged
a cycle that repeats itself each week day
and a lifestyle that will always remind itself to be part of me
it’s not like i’m not enjoying myself
it’s just the sequence of events
maybe if things could just be more colourful

like the river that never ends
words just flow to my finger tips
yes, i’m not home yet
and those rare times i find myself uncertain
just want to retreat into a get away
waiting was no fun to begin with
ending with disappoint is another torture all together

here it comes again
‘shhh... no complains’
i shan’t utter another
that’s just what life is
a part and parcel of it indeed

all i can wish for now
is to say “i’m home”



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the thought manifests as the word
the word manifests as the deed
the deed develops into habit
and the habit hardens into character
watch the thought and its way with care
let it spring from love
born out of concern for all being...
as the shadow follows the body
as we think, so we become

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
10:51 PM

there you go making that face once again
holding your hand near your face
as you bite onto your lips

you always hide your weak side
never wanting me to see them
but deep within those eyes
i can see you wondering

if you truely have a heart
you would care, cry and call for someone

why are you holding onto that pain
i just hope you will share part of it with me
if you dun think it's possible right away
you can do it slowly, bit by bit

yes we don't have wings to take flight
but i'm sure it doesn't mean that we can't fly

i'll call your name to the limits of my voice
so that you will never get lost
not when i'm around to look out for you

dun worry, take that step
just soar up to the sky
ride on that wind
and move on with your gentle heart
for i'll be there should you ever fall
for i'll be there should you ever need me to

take care...
my gentle friend



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no matter who we are
being alone will always be lonely and
taking the first step will always be scary

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
3:17 AM

you say if you could fly
you'd never come back down
you only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
you've yet learnt what sadness is
and are just now grasping what pain is like
even the feelings i have for you
must be expressed with words
as you awake from a dream
into an unknown world
spread your wings and take flight

you say if you could fly
you'd never come back down
you only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
you know that if you can just make it through
you will find what you seek
so keep trying to break free
to that blue, blue sky



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the light and shadow takes the same stage
and acts alongside one another
as we are all mere foolish actors

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
4:57 PM

with this, i'm busy with...
[talks like Master Yoda]



Location d'Espoir -
found myself in somewhere i dun wanna be

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
4:42 AM

decided to blog about my update lately
it's been busy
but whats new? haha
the president is coming over to my school
the good news?
i'll me representing my school to talk to me
lol... how amazing..

finally getting myself down and dirty
helping out in the SHL management committee
i have no roles
but ya just help out in everything
basically i sit down talk cock
and comment on other people's work
lol.. call me a bastard... haha

new friends, new target, new resolutions
made some new friends
and most am enjoying company with
have a new target
to get Sony Ericsson's new phone, C902
set a new resolution
to complete and pass this semester!!!
i don't wanna go year 4!!! haha



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i just miss talking to someone...

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
9:03 PM

who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why i'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

it's in my mind now
'soulmate' by Naasha Bedingfield

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone



Location d'Espoir -
(shh... just listen to the song)

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
11:33 PM

i guess it's a guy's thing
saying sorry is never easy
in fact it will never be

ego and pride is always so important
that sometimes it blinds us
from the things that we really dear
we fail to appreciate and apologise
maybe thats why we lose things easily
maybe thats why the saying goes
one have to lose something
to know how to treasure another

its not that simple
guess it's an excuse
is there a different story?
simple or complication situations
whether it is simple or complicated problems
if i think that i've done something wrong
then in end i'd have to say sorry either way
it will just become needlessly worst
if we just simply ignore it



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i learnt to bow down and say sorry
to protect and treasure what is dear to me

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
12:08 AM

i miss hanging out late night
i miss walk down the street laughing
i miss the bottom ups
and most of all
i miss the many that i've missed

REALITY CHECK:
I'M MISSING OUT IN MY OWN LIFE!

it always seems that i'm busy
with final year projects
overseas working trips
and i never seem to have managed them well

i really hate to admit it
it's time i do some time management

this feeling of loneliness
starts to kick in more and more often
i guess it's because i'm always missing out
or maybe i just crave for such attention
to be always under the limelight
but what so wrong this may be

i'm doing my best to live life
not just simply get on with it
i'm pushing hard over every hurdle
not just simply ignore it
i'm working hard to achieve my dreams
for it shall not be in my blood
to forgo what drives me

a pledged to never let my dream be only a dream...
fight... uh!!!

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at hard times
sometimes it can't be helped
we have to make the right decisions

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
4:27 AM

whats awaiting for us
in life won't be all good
there may be things
that will break our heart

but at that moment, remember this...
that we have friends that would put
themselves on the line to help us
that we have friends that would rush
to help us, when we are in trouble

we have in our hands lifelong treasures

there is no one who hasn't been hurt before
everyone lives with something held within



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i just have to keep on moving
overcoming hurdles one by one
and if i continue to do that
i'll become a stronger man

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
3:04 PM