the words are at the edge of my mouth
as the thought manifests into strings of words
another voice was heard in the background
softly but clearly
‘shhh... no complains’

it’s indeed been a tiring yet fulfilling day
finally it was time to face the challenge
the last stage of preparation i should say
it’s now or never, a do or die situation

school was as per normal
i guess one can just describe it as being unchanged
a cycle that repeats itself each week day
and a lifestyle that will always remind itself to be part of me
it’s not like i’m not enjoying myself
it’s just the sequence of events
maybe if things could just be more colourful

like the river that never ends
words just flow to my finger tips
yes, i’m not home yet
and those rare times i find myself uncertain
just want to retreat into a get away
waiting was no fun to begin with
ending with disappoint is another torture all together

here it comes again
‘shhh... no complains’
i shan’t utter another
that’s just what life is
a part and parcel of it indeed

all i can wish for now
is to say “i’m home”



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the thought manifests as the word
the word manifests as the deed
the deed develops into habit
and the habit hardens into character
watch the thought and its way with care
let it spring from love
born out of concern for all being...
as the shadow follows the body
as we think, so we become

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
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