i'm doing some serious soul searching
it's been sometime since i went into my reflective mood
and it certainly have been fruitful moments everytime i did

life is all about moving on
taking up challenges and facing them in the eye
stepping up to the ball games we get thrown into
and kicking asses everytime something comes along

it's been a long long journey
a long way up this ladder of life indeed
i haven decided on the direction life will bring me
but it has to be the way up
meeting standards, criterias and brenchmarks
it can be tiring sometimes. trust me i noe

i always wan to be this happy bubbly boy
going around making friends
and having a fun time no matter what i do
looking at what life has to offer
getting myself a drink, sit back, relax and enjoy the show
which i am doing, no complains on that
that just maybe it's time kenneth got serious about his life

there are times i begin to doubt my decisions
i begin to feel that i'm putting alot of things on hold for coaching
it's not priority in life, it's not where i wan to be
but it definitely is my passion and something i wan to do

the big picture's not clear, and i'm not sure whether it's worth it
all that matters now is working on who i really am
and at the end of the journey be proud of what i did

i'm walking down a one way street
and i hope to have friends supporting me till the end
giving me support whenever i needed

if i really had that kind of buddies
it would worth more than anything in this world
just enjoy myself, keep that smile on my face
think happy thoughts, have that positive energy
and experience a wonderful time with some great people indeed



BIG City Life!!!
another fruitful moment indeed

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
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