weekends always come and go in a blink of an eye
even back when i was in bmt and
now the same after i got posted out

this week was my first official guard duty experience
it wasn't a really fantastic experience
considering the amount of land i had to cover on foot
not to mention that i'm doing it in the wee hours of the day
still it was a memorable experience
and it also means i'm one less guard duty away from ord haha
guess i'm abit too early for this but still... who cares?!

i couldn't help but went into deep thoughts...
many many times this week
this is the first time i'm having some troubles communicating with pple at work
i can't seem to get my upper study to go into a more friendly state
other then his usual working mood when he explains something impt to me
i'm a person that hates to be left aside alone when there are things to be done
and thats what is happening to me
all i can do is to stand aside in deep thoughts
and watch my upper study go into his working mood
running around the office, getting things done...
"dun worry i'll do it.. you sit down relax first" he'll say
i really hope i'll find a way out soon



BIG City Life!!!
Q: what did the gangster's son told his dad when he failed his exams?
A: dad, they questioned me for 3 hours.. but i told them nothing :)

sometimes if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more
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